Feeling helpless

This is such an amazing experience and yet so painful. I swing between feeling of being completely helpless to that of guilt. I am sure that the guilt I am feeling is purely based on a selfless need to justify what I have at home and the money that I waste in my everyday life. We visited a School this morning where 3/4 of the 345 children in the school lived on the streets, many on their own; their parents either abandoning them or have gone over the border to Thailand for work. One of the children reminded me of Brandon (my eldest) so full of life and fun -but this kid had no home.

Off we go again I will write more when I have time.